While bathed in liquid amethyst, she decided to end the illusions of loving
Decided to drown in his silver river the fantasy of love in the gray land,
Decided that it would be nothing, not even a shadow.
Not a crumb she kept from this man
Her entire existence would now be free, without waiting or dreaming ...
 she stripped off all sensations .....
 she was light ..... he was nothing now ... 
she could exist in total safety .... No more words ...
 no thought .... images burned, now he will no longer receive his love ..... 
she no longer cares ... the acid rain that for so long burned his blue eyes does not fall any more ..... not a drop for the supporting pierrot ...
 she can lie down freely in emeralds in the fields ....
 the shadow of the illusions is undone .......